me, myself and i

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Jul. 6th, 2009

me,myself and crossing my fingers and toes.

location: pjs 9/28

mood:

melancholy

music: travis - sing

i'm sitting on my bed right now,
in my old house.
sort of getting emotional.
been here for over a year and a half,
i do have the right to get chocked up.
five huge boxes and more than a dozen huge bags later,
i realized i am almost packed.
i don't feel too good.
but that is life, i suppose.
the only person who made me feel okay about this is my uncle.
he said "in life there are ups and downs,when you feel like your up in the sky,something's bound to happen to pull you back down"
well, it isn't inspiring but,
he had a point.
life was pretty darn good,
and now, it's gonna be crappy all over again.
but somehow, i'm sure things will be alright.
it always does.
( in case it doesn't )
i'm crossing my fingers and toes
:)

* and i'm not going to cry about it. i'm tougher than that.

Jun. 26th, 2009

me,myself and the fuckery.

location: hell

mood:

disappointed

music: pixie lott - mama do

faith : complete trust or confidence in someone or something

one thing i've realized, never have faith in anyone.
life is pretty fucked up for me now.
today my * soon to be ex housemate * told me that the landlord asked us to move out.
but wait, it gets better,
i have less than a month to do so.
how did this fuckery happen?
well, she didn't know how to tell me.
as if this makes me feel better.so, in short, i will be homeless in about 2 weeks,
that is if i can't manage to find a place to live.
( kumi, if you read this please don't tell ma, i don't want her to worry )
what i'm upset with,is that it's not that difficult,
all she had to do was spit out the words.
what the fuck did she expect me to do; get pissed or cry?
i mean, i'm freaking understanding.
knowing that i had about a month would have made it easier to find a place to live,
but now,
it's merely weeks before i get kicked out.
i'm so freaking pissed,
and the fact that my head is throbbing with pain isn't helping.
it's just hard.
and the fact that i had joseph's class all day long did not help at all.
the only good part of the whole day was curling up in my bed.
which i will part with in two weeks.
goodbye sunway house,
it's been nice knowing you.

* i'm so sorry for snapping at you dennis :( and thanks abby for that hug, i needed that. and disappointment is worse than anger. much more worse.

Jun. 12th, 2009

me,myself and my roomie, sorry, danny noreiga.

location: home

mood:

amused

he looks like my roomie shereendar !!!
i've heard of seven people in this world looking like you,
but this is amazing.
behold!!!!!

and yeah what he said,
totally,
" f.y.i. you make l.m.a.o "
( god, stupid, STUPID song)
my roomie is dying
( i can't decide if it's of laughter or embarrassment )
i love this shit !!!

xoxo

Jun. 9th, 2009

me,myself and the huge tote.

location: sunway

mood:

excited

music: michelle branch - here with me

my brother just got back from manila,
after going there straight from uk,
in short i haven't seen my brother for almost a year.
i mean, it's not as if i am super close with him.
but we used to go to supper quite often when he was based here.
so, i do miss that ( along with hanging with my two other cousins )
and my brother bought me a bag!!
it's beyond huge ( the picture does the size no justice i swear! )
and it costs quite a bit,
but i love it,

a took a picture of it,
before i start using it,
and it get's all fat.
it's shade of nude
( i took the picture a while ago, and it's dark, so everything looks a bit off )
:)

Jun. 4th, 2009

me,myself and being a choleric.

location: sunway

mood:

bored

music: kanye west- heartless

i took a temperament test recently.
( no, this is not one of those " which disney princess "bull**** questions )
it's a list of questions that explain exactly who you are
( and you must do it in a pair as you can see that it really does work )
my lecturer recommended us to take this test,
and it works.

here is my results :

Choleric
MOTIVE - power
NEEDS - to look good academically, to be right, to be respected, approval
WANTS - to hide insecurities, to please self, leadership, challenging adventures

ROCKY CHOLERIC

Positives
- independent
- have goals
- know how they want their problems solved
- decisive
- know what's right and wrong
- organizer
- run things well
- visionary
- strict with kids
- know what they expect

Negatives
- unpopular
- think they are perfect
- cold
- unemotional
- domineering
- unforgiving
- angry
- cruel
- won't give up a fight
- demands loyalty from ranks
- has little needs for friends
- is usually right
- must correct mistakes
- compulsive need for change

* well, most of them seem accurate, i really do seem like a career driven person, which is good. ( i love the 'angry, cruel and cold' it's so bizarre.lol )

Jun. 1st, 2009

me,myself and picks.

location: sunway home

mood:

chipper

music: latoya luckett - not anymore

i went to this guitar shop, opposite ikea,
( i'm so sorry, i know it's a huge shop, but seriously, it's all musical instruments, and all hard-core looking, i just can't remember the name )
i met this cute guy who was working there,
he was absolutely cute,
i swear i sounded like an idiot,
( lulu can vouch for that )
but, he was insisting that played some form of instrument,
that i could play the guitar or sing.
( by the way, i don't do either )
but i do take it as a compliment
( at least i look like i'm musical )
and he was so cute about it.
he even offered to do a duet.

and
i was given a guitar pick,
apparently,
it's for the " rocker in me".
lol
so damn cute
:)

it looks like me!!
LOL

May. 21st, 2009

me,myself and madame wolverine.

location: at home

mood:

amused

music: pink - there you go

i'm rather stressed from all my work,
now i feel i have something to prove,
therefore, i'm upping my game.
so, watch out bitches!!!

on a completely unrelated note ,
advanced advertising visual was hilarious as usual.
( yes, admiring the lecturer, hotness!! )
*i do know he is a lecturer, but i do have eyes.
and i have a picture here that will just kill you,
kind of blur but deal with it,
taken with my digital camera.

so, ladies and gents,
i present to your madame wolverine

that expression is priceless,
if you are wondering what are her claws made of?
wacom pens.
you just gotta love cheryl,
lol.

May. 19th, 2009

me,myself and CD075-1 ( part 2 ).

location: sunway

mood:

amused

music: sugar ray - under the sun

* i know i look rather short in the shot, i was sinking as i didn't want to look too tall.judging by the picture, i think kell did the same thing too.lol

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May. 16th, 2009

me,myself and yellow heels.

location: sunway

mood:

giggly

music: no doubt - just a girl

so anyway, cheryl came back to class
( WOMAN, I MISSED YOU )
and in between all the hoopla, we managed to take a few pictures.
( as you can see below, she is really pale, poor doll, i hope you get better )

and i bought a pair of yellow heels !!!
omg right, i know, asha infusing some colour in her life.
and me and my ever gorgeous housemate posing our asses off.
we are so in love with ourselves.
lol

.

( though i must say , we look extremely bad -ass.LOL )

May. 12th, 2009

me,myself and CD075-1.

location: home,the sunway one

mood:

bitchy

music: michelle branch - goodbye to you

so anyway, my class had their annual CD075 gathering. though most of us, are in the third year and all over the place ( different majors i mean ), most of the time i dread going to the reunion because i know some sort of drama will go down. and if you are wondering what is the ' drama ' i speak of ?, let me elaborate on what usually goes on in a class reunion, sorry, MY class reunion.

everyone will be divided in their own cliques - which means it won't be a class party, it would be a bunch of friends who already see their friends on a daily basis hang out with same crowd.
somehow, the students that the whole class dislike in general and the quiet ones seem to be missing from the reunion - if you are going to call it a reunion than i believe everyone should be invited, liked or disliked.
some people refuse to come because a particular clique intimidates them - i won't say names, i don't need people hating me for no reason, plus, you know who you are.

let me just say, " the particular cliques " come on, they are fucking losers and they should seriously get over themselves. needless to say the people who fear them have missed all the reunions and i sympathize and at the same time, i despite that fact. but this year however, the human repellant group decided not to join in, and somehow, three people who weren't even from our class were at the party. ( which was held at zakhren's house *yes, HIS house* and ohmyfuckingod it is gorgeous ) and let me just say, that the party was awesome. i must say, highlight of the party was the " i've never " game. if you have no clue what i am rambling about, let me explain quickly. it is basically a game where a bunch of people have a drink in the hand, someone says a statement like " i've never walked into a glass door before " and whoever who has, drinks a sip ( supposedly a shot ) of their drink and if they want to share their story. but, in the end of the day, it was too much food, too many drinks and too much information. lol. although, i must admit it was a blast. ( except for the part where cheryl was admitted in the hospital because it would have been nice to have her there ) so, even though some people couldn't make it, and some people were deliberately playing hooky, the icing on the cake was definitely the cam whoring sessions, no one can pose like our class. and, fifi ( YES, HAFIZ ) has the pictures,which i will beg, borrow or steal some time soon.

xoxo

me,myself and kumi !!!

location: sunway

mood:

chipper

music: lenka - the show

happy birthday kumi!!!

p/s : your OLD and you look younger than me, hate you -.-
love you
:)

r.i.p dee

location: sunway

mood:

depressed

music: no doubt - sunday morning

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May. 4th, 2009

me,myself and the usual.

location: ipoh

mood:

hopeful

music: garbage - metal heart

call it a ritual or whatever you may,
but every term ( technically before each term starts )
me and sher ree come up with a list of resolutions,
( technically every term, we try to talk ourselves out of it, but we end up having a list anyway )
so we were just talking about this, merely seconds ago,
so i decided to share with the world!! ( okay fine, not world, just people who read this blog )
so, this terms resolution :

- lose weight ( i have decided resolution means nuts without 'losing weight'. plus, we must always have that 'thing' where we put off for years and keep promising ourselves we will get to that eventually, and losing weight is my 'i'll-get-to-it-soon-enough resolution' )
- shop more ( okay, i figured, since i'd be eating less, i could use that extra money for shopping, genius isn't it ? yeah, i know )
- put more more more effort in work ( i put effort, but i think i need to stop playing it safe, and just do what i want to do )

:)
something tells me this is going to be a fabulous term
hugs and kisses

Apr. 29th, 2009

me,myself and j.

yay!

me,myself and the sparkling sounds.

location: ipoh

mood:

ecstatic

music: the kooks - naive

i feel like that blind guy from daredevil.
lol.
what i mean is, i feel like a person with heightened senses.
just came back from my visit to the ent.
( my god, i love him )
he fixed my ear problem
( if you don't already know what happened to my right ear, it just went deaf. funky right.. )
so anyway, this e.n.t guy,
was the sweetest thing on earth,
long story short, i am healed,
and i have perfect hearing now!
* f.y.i, teh nicer the doctor , the HIGHer the bill.
lol.
thank god, i'm in ipoh!
if i were elswhere, it would definitely cost me an arm and a leg.

Apr. 28th, 2009

me,myself and secrets.

if you only knew.

Apr. 22nd, 2009

me,myself and minteroo's.

location: ipoh

mood:

crazy

music: solange knowles - naove

i've been really bored in ipoh,
( while trying to decide if i really should cut off my long locks )
and since i've been addicted to afc and t&l
( if you don't know what that is, it's the asian food channel )
okay, to be honest, i am such a couch potato,
and my god! i love those shows.
( f.y.i , i love nigella lawson and i'm not a fan of the way she attacks her food, and i totally love curtis stone , he is so hot, and he cooks! faints * )
and i've tried tons of recipes, and they all work,
and today i tried making a fancy drink.
i didn't bring my slr back,
but, i'm sure my mac's photo booth will work fine.
my iced lemon mint tea ( no prize for guessing the main ingredients used -.- )
it's not as easy as it sounds,
there's a lot of fancy techniques needed for this,
and tons of odd ingredients ( which my mom actually bought )
( the jar is under the sun as i type, if you are wondering why it is under the sun and in a bottle, it's how it's supposed to be made. i don't ask, i just follow )

* and thank you for the offer to come to ipoh and teman me sher ree :)

Apr. 20th, 2009

me,myself and the sparkling silence.

location: ipoh

mood:

drunk

music: diana vickers - chasing cars

i am deaf.
yes, i know how sad.
okay, i'm not actually deaf.
my right ear is just acting up.
from the sinus attack ( lol, yes i'm using 'attack' sounds dramatic )
my doctor was a real doll though.
she sounded so happy,
which also reminds me,
out of boredom i polished my teeth ( okay, my dentist polished them )
not only is it expensive, it hurts like hell ( not scaling, polishing )
but that's the price you have to pay for pearly whites. ( muahahahaha - evil laugh, with fantastically white teeth )
* i think kell is right, i am damn hiperbola -.-
next up, my hair.
scary to part with it,
but what the hell,
it will grow again.

* don't you just love pink??? :)

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Apr. 19th, 2009

me,myself and sher ree the crocodile.

location: home sweet home

mood:

amused

music: black eyed peas - boom boom pow

this post is dedicated to miss sher ree.
the other day when i was rather upset , we had this conversation.

sher ree: ( with a magazine in hand ) i know you are upset, so i don't know if now is the best time to say this.
me : say what ? just say it. ( with a super worried expression )
sher ree : ( with a dead serious face) crocs has wedges now.
me : WHAT?( i thought she was going to say something else)
me : THEY DO WHAT NOW???!!! WTF!!!
sher ree : but they are nice !
and i totally laughed after that.
( so, thank you for that )

* i must admit they look nice. although i bloody hate crocs. READ THAT JOYCE!!! muahahahahaha..not the point, but seriously they look cute. read and die! lol. ( and f.y.i we saw it in green.)